My FB status.

 11/14/2015
Sat 9:00pm


Because I am not confident of posting what I wrote earlier, I have a shorter version. Hehehe I've always been like this ever since, that's why i keep my thoughts, my write ups here where nobody can read. I don't feel confident, I feel what i wrote is wrong, full of wrong grammars actually. Hahaha I am not good in english ever since gradeschool but I know English. Hahahaha Anyways here it is.

"In my life, I met that someone born on the 14th. Unexpectedly, I fell head over heels with that someone I met. And eventually that someone I met became my better half. With that someone I met, two bundles of joy came into my life. That someone I met I so much love. And that someone I met is you Gaucho Dakota. ❤"
 

That someone I met.

11/14/2015
Sat 8:30pm
Listening to If I Could Fly by One Direction 

In my life,
I've seen different people.
Famous, infamous, beautiful, handsome and the not so.
I've been with different people.
Hang out with them, from dust till dawn.
In my life,
I've visited different places.
Places I'd love to visit over and over again.

In my life,
I met someone and became close to him in an unexpected way.
And most unexpectedly I fell for that someone, head over heels.
I felt insanely sane with that someone I met.
That someone I met eventually became my love, turning my world upside down.
And even in the worst situation, that someone i met never let me go the second time around.

In my life,
I've been down to my worst.
I've got almost all the misfortunes.
But in my life, aside from my family
I have someone I met who made me weak but strong most of the time.
With that someone I met, I have two more life boosters, our sons Y & Z.

And that someone I met was born on the 14th of November.
Exactly 31 years from yesterday, that someone I met was destined to me.
That someone I met was named, NAJM NUR.
The name deeply engraved in my heart and in my soul.
The name I will never forget. The name I love the most.

In my life, that someone I met became my better half. 

Last day of October. Last.

11/11/2015
Wed 8:36pm
Listening to Adelles Hello

Writing about the last day of October, the 31st. It marks my  last day of work at Journey to Wellness and Tranquility, a specialty clinic. I was the clinic nurse. I'm scheduled to go back to my husbands hometown with in this month (November). It serves as my despedida party though we really didn't party, it's against our belief. I just bought pizza, lasagna and chicken wings for us to have a little chitchat snacks party. That day It didn't felt like it was my last day, I was just really enjoying the day. Since It was my last day, I thought of wearing something unusual. Well I'm really not the type of girl who wears dress or skirts, heels or wedges. I love jeans and sneakers. To cut it short, I was wearing a dress with my yellow cardigans but still with my sneaks on. To sum it up, we had a great day. Down are some of the photos that day. Enjoy watching, thanks!

Imperfect but Perfect

11/08/2015

Sun 09:25pm

Listening to One Directions Perfect

Hello. Well i was supposed to write about what happened today. But because of the song Perfect by One Direction, Gaucho came into my mind. Just a glimpse of today, we had our Personality Development session with Dra. Abutazil.

Gaucho, known as Tato is my first and In Shaa Allah my last love.

He suddenly came into my mind the moment I heard the song. I can actually say I am perfect for him. (With confidence? hahaha ) We are so much opposite from each other. And  I think that's the thing that made us perfect for each other. We are the evidence of "opposite attracts". FYI he's almost the opposite of my dream boy. HAHAHA But he made me fall for him, head over heels. See the irony of love, true love.

Let me start with myself. In love or let me say, with him I'm sweet/romantic thoughtful, understanding and patient. These are only some out of the million things. HAHAHAH

Sweet/Romantic, Thoughtful.

I am sweet/romantic in a way that I want our relationship to be like those in a romantic movies. I want romantic dates, surprise gifts, chocolates, sweet letters, happy talks, couple laughs. I did it, I did almost all these things. My thoughtfulness is almost at its edge when it comes to him, I see to it that I have something to give him, may it be just a simple letter or a piece of wood I would pick and write something like "bird and bear" and "i love you". I gave him surprise gifts almost every month, you know the monthsary thing. But unfortunately we started as a secret couple so we can not do the dates, the couples laughs where barkada laughs and the happy talks where DOTA talks. An again unfortunately after 3months, he left and we entered the long distance relationship. But it was never a hindrance to me. To cut it sort, I send him surprise gifts thru LBC.

Patient, Understanding.

In terms of patience, I can confidently say I have the longest. In big arguments or even with the smallest arguments I'm always the first one to say sorry. I do my best in understanding him and us. I can patiently wait for him though he never came late in dates or meetings.

Well him, he is not totally that kind of guy. He is not sweet or romantic the way I want it. But he is sweet and romantic in his own way, the "Gaucho Dakota way", the "kuya tato moves" (from my sisters words). He does not surprise me all the time but he surprises me, as in literally. I remember on our first anniversary, he came to visit me. With the help of my sister, he surprised me with a cake, flower and dinner date with them. I actually got furious that night because I thought he forgot. Another surprise was last February 14 2012. It was really memorable and reminiscing about it just gives me euphoria. That day, I was feeling so down because of the fight we had the night before. But when I woke up, I received a sweet message from him. And before the night end, I received a rose and a cake from him. It was so unlikely of him to ask a favor from someone especially when it's about love and that made it so momentous. On our first wedding anniversary, he made all the effort to bridge the thousand miles between us just to make me feel love, special and unforgotten. He asked my sister to buy me a bouquet of flowers, a cake and a card.

See the Gaucho Dakota way I'm saying. I just can't get enough with his surprise, it was all literally a surprise. These are only some.

Anyways I need to park my hand here becasue my son is crying out loud. Bye.

To be continued...

11/09/15

Mon 3:06am

Listening Photograph by Ed Sheeran

Continuation..

In terms of patience and understanding, he is the typical kind of guy who can not wait for a long period of time, who can not understand the typical kind of girl. But in terms of my immaturity and stupidity, he has his way of understanding me and prolonging his patience. Like in some petty fights with have, usually when I'm in my PMS, the ever curse mood swings, tactlessness and irritability.

See? It's really an irony how things work. Writing about this again made me realize, we are just meant to be. We are imperfect but perfect for each other. The things that he doesn't do makes a hopeless romantic out of me but at the same time the things that he do makes me believe in fairy tales and romantic movies. 

But like I always say: "We are not like the movies. We are no fairy tales. We don't have a happy ending, because You and I will never end".

Yes, In Shaa Allah forever and beyond and in jannah with him.

May 17, 2015   3:34PM
Listening to Birdy, Skinny Love.



It's been almost two years since my last post, how time flies. In that two years, a lot of things happened. The foreseen and unforeseen happened, the inevitable. The reality of life and love knock me like a punch from Manny. All the positive and negative thoughts of yesterday, today and tomorrow suddenly came rushing. Anyways, let me park my hand now. Soon I'll be writing some of my stories. :)



Black

All Saints/Souls Day.

A one night and day disatrous but one of a kind blissful experience. This is just the first part of our catastarophic but euphoric journey. Enjoying the fruits of our labor, wasting at our own expense.Writing this head up high and proud.

Itinerary: Zamboanga-Dipolog-Dapitan v.v

Tour: Sunset Boulevard, Dapitan Plaza, Gloria's FantasyLand, Dakak Beach Resort

November, not the month I expected to go traveling. It was the night of All Saints Day when me and my PIE met at Guiwan terminal to ride a bus going to Dipolog. 8:30PM, that's our meeting time thinking that it is early. But unfortunately the bus schedule is 4AM. OMG!!! 7hrs of waiting in a terminal not so relaxing without even a comfortable chair is tormenting but still we decided to stay and sufferly wait. Instead of sinking in to the torments we have, we just reminisced previous happy moments and spend the night with senseless talks, laughter, singing, napping a bit, but no camwhoring because of the fear of snatchers around. Though we manage to take some pictures with not so beautiful faces.

 Center/Left: Me and my forever fan and kroong kroong twin Corie. We remained awake and became the ugliest face of the night. HAHAHAHA Right: Lovebirds Apple and Kooloot  naps. (at Guiwan Bus Terminal)

  

God is so merciful that he sent an angel to whisper the driver "Change schedule to 2am". And yes finally, 4hrs of butt ache has come to its end. Though the bus left at 4AM, at least we are now in a comfortable position.

I haven't slept much during the travel, just a little nap, soundtrippin and camwhoring.

All Souls Day, finally touched down at Dipolog. By the way our destination is Dapitan. Travel period is a bit long. From Zamboanga City we have to take a bus to Dipolog which will take us 6hrs and then from there we will have to ride a tricycle to Dapitan, a 30-45minutes ride.

The tricycle ride. Haggard, sleepless and tired but obviously excited!

Our plan was originally to stay in a "bamboo like" inn or pension house at the sunset boulevard. But lamentably we were'nt able to find it. It was also stupid of us not to search it via internet. We happen to pass by a pension house named Monina's, fronting boulevard, sea and sunset view but unluckily it was full. They still have another branch but it is found with in the plaza of Dapitan. Hoping to still find one, we kept looking and asking places fronting it but end up unsuccessful. So with no choice left, we decided to stay at Monina's Pension. Good thing the palce is wi-fi ready.

Monina's Pension reception area.

I have a little story to tell. When we arrived at Monina's, we where asking ofcourse the receptionist about the room rate and the like. It was 700php/night and we book ourselves for 2nights, a total of 1,400php. It was part of the deal to pay a downpayment, half of the total price. Instead of paying half which is 700, I paid 1,000. It was my mistake that I didn't ask a receipt when I left the reception area, went to our room, unpacked and left to go down town to grab some brunch. When we came back, shockingly, the receptionist called my attention and told me that I just gave 200php! OMG I was like, whaaaaaat????!!! I said NO, and firmly stand that I gave her 1,000php! I was really pretty sure about the amount I gave her because the only bill left in my wallet was a 500 and 1,000 bill. I don't have loose money that time since I just withdraw from the bank spitting out only 500 and 1,000php. I got so choleric, annoyed and  fiery, don't tell me they will let me pay that remaining 800. I calmed myself and then talked again to the receptionist. She look so pitiful, miserably pre-occupied and sad. She then told me that if it'll be fine with me, both of us will just pay. Half of it will be mine and hers. I told her I'd ask first my friends. My friends were like "grabe man yan si ate mamodus" and the like but ofcourse, we're not bad enough not to agree. We'll just leave it to God if she's telling the truth or not. So there, it was settled.

 Bedtime Stories. 

First day brunch at Kan-Anan.

After taking our brunch, we went back, took a shower and a long rest. The night is to come, the most unforgettale event of this short time vacation.

This will be the end.

I will write about our tour separately.

Just droppin' by.

It's been a while. I've been thinking of writing or blogging again. I have so much to blog actually. Was just busy with things and now that I'm finally back, maybe I'll be doing this more often. Anyways. that's all. Goodbye. ^_^