Beyond Words

Last night was overwhelming when i received a surprise present from him, a rose and a cake. I never really expected it, it's far from the usual actually. It really made me teary, speechless and the happiest man alive. Despite the distance, he still made a superb effort. Thanks to my friend Corie for bridging, without her it wouldn't be possible. 

Thank you so much Najm, this is beyond words.  Because of this consoling surprise i had a good night and super tight sleep. After long months of trying, i finally had the sleep i want all because of you. You are indeed my cure, not just the love disease i have for you but all the disease. If you could only see through my heart, the smile you gave me and the love i felt last night is still in it. I think it will stay there, forever and beyond.

A closer look to the card, Corie translated what you originally said in your text message

"wala nga akong masabi. Maliban sa mahal ko siya."

You just took my breath away when i read it.

I love you so much too Najm, my black bear. Beyond words. ^__^

Fourteen Reasons on the 14th. ♥

Out of the countless reasons why i love you,

fourteen came rushing through my brain.

I may sound stupid and corny but as what Meg said to Hercules..

"People always do crazy things, when they're in love."

I guess it's pretty well obvious that I am indeed in love with you.

Fourteen on the 14th of February.

and this is it ^__^

and this is the only reason that never leaves my mind, my heart and my soul.

I always end up saying this, "I don't know, I just do love you. i really do."

"One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving."

Is it too much? because for me, it's not. Like what I've said, my love for you is countless.

By the way i was supposed to send this all to you inside the heart-shaped box

 together with this bear-shaped & heart-shaped chocolates.

But then i thought, it would be better if i give it to you personally 

with a super tight hug. JOKE! HAHAHAHA ^___^

Thank you for the message, you again brighten up my day.

Though we never had a valentine date ever since, i am more than happy

every time i received a surprise text message from you.

You never fail to make me smile, laugh and love.

Happy 14th of February, Tuesday.

What the hell if wrong with this photo?

This has been flagged for deletion in Lookbook.

Dahil ba inde whole body?

Ang dami rin kayang inde whole body. grrggg @@

mapopost rin kita. hahanapan kita ng paa.

hahahaha ^_^

in the same sentence

Part of the fantasy of every betrayed person is that one day,

the person who hurt you will come back and

answer all your questions and apologize for hurting you.

But the thing is..

They won't. They'll die liars and will feel good about themselves.

That's how selfish they are. They can't give you closure, you have to find it yourself.

You get angry with them. then you get over them.

Bless them in your mind and have peace with yourself.

When or if that person comes back, you can say "Hi" and "Goodbye" in the same sentence.

-Oprah.

something to say..

It's true most of the time but i guess not all.

There are also some who are brave enough to admit their mistakes

and say "Sorry" and "Goodbye" or "Hi" and "Sorry" in the same sentence.

^__^

Black january

Since this is my first blog for this year, might as well post about the first thing i did.

PHOTO SHOOTS with my friend Jerna and Winchi.

This shots were taken last January 2, 2012 at Ebenezer

by Jerna Mae Salmani or German Isaac Salmon in Facebook.

We were in a hurry because of the pouring rain,

still turned out cool and great though.

I miss doing this that's why i had so much fun.

Enjoyed it in spite of the bad weather.

And here they are, my models/photographers.

   Winchi Inthenone                    German Isaac Salmon

 

Karlie Kloss is Love.

Born in Chicago, Illinois. Before making it as a model, Kloss studied at Caston's Ballet Academy in 2002 and soon became talented in dancing. She has called her classical ballet training "a beautiful thing" that taught her how to move in the modeling world and was a great training ground for her runaway walk.

Discovered at age 13 at a charity fashion show in St. Loius. She had a total of 64 shows in a single season. Named the best model by People Magazine in 2008. Became one of the faces of Dolce & Gabbana, alongside Caroline Trentini anad Mariacarla Bosbono in 2009 and of Hermes and Christian Dior in 2010. Appeared and featured in Vogue Magazine, W and the like, opened and closed various fashion shows.


Kloss labeled her famed runaway walk a "moody gait". Molly Sims, whom she considers a mentor told New York she thinks Kloss is the type of model who will still "do well at 30" because of her classic look.

KARLIE KLOSS "The Panther"

On the Runaway Photos

Off the Runaway Photos, Magazines

My word: she's not beautiful or pretty. She's just so typical but she has the aura that can make people stick to her looks and her walk. That caught me and made me love her.

It's his birthday.. ♥

Today is 11.14.2011. it's my dears birthday so i'm gonna blog about it.

Actually todays my first time to post a picture of us together.

The awkwardness just kills me to death.

 Meet the birthday boy, Gaucho Dakota in Facebook.

Tato to everyone and my dear Najm to me.

Yes we are miles apart and because i am thoughtful, i prepared something for him.

I took a picture of us, me and his cute little bear gifts to me with a birthday cake to send our greetings to him, well of course via wall post in Facebook.

I have two photos but i posted only one in his wall  and this was it.

I kinda like the other one but this one shows a little sweetness in me made by my smile and my eyes.

below is the caption i posted. hahahaha ^___^v

"We might not be in good terms the past few days but my love for you is still the same. Nothing has changed and nothing will be. I'm missing you more today than yesterday. I may be miles away but in my heart you'll stay. Happy Birthday my dear Najm. I love you so much, forever and beyond. 11/14/11."

This is the other photo, the one i like.

I find it cool and beautiful. hahaha

You might be wondering what the card is all about, well i  really send it to him together with my simple present. It's a sorry note and of course a greeting. We we're not in good terms a couple of days, but we're still together.

We'll always be, together or apart.

It took me a while to decide what to give him. I was thingking of giving him the Beatles shirt, again a shirt. He got a lot of it and i already gave him a lot of it. It's time for a change and this is what i thought a change could be. hehehe

a closer look to it. obvioulsy i opened it. ^__^

That's all for it.

by the way until this time of the day, my package is nowhere to be found.

it's not yet delivered to him, time is running.

LBC is ruining my surprise. I hate it.

Hope he can get it on time before 11.14.2011 will end.

 By the way, they are my baby bears,

meet Cream, Blackbird and Cookiebear.

Thank You & Happy Birthday My Dear Najm.

Love you whenever we're together,

Love you when we're apart. ♥

Have A Nice Day. ^__^